is the thing..

Well~~

past this few days..
i really don't know how to say this..actualy..em..

all these or those ques that u didn't know..
or u can't figure it out..and now u did..
you are not that bad..
i just don't have that courage call "guts"..

and still i don't have it till now..

maybe its a coincidence that i really wanted to c u..and its a 1 year we known each other..

i really don't know how to explain this to u..
but yeah,i think i should go on like u do~

its a lost without you..
but want you to know..

you are the best thing that ever happens..
ever..

i could wish that you got someone better then me..
loving and patience..
caring and understand..
not a stubborn one..
the best..
because u r everything that a special someone that everyone could wish for..

before everythings end up..
i really wanted to give some stuff to you..
i don't care if u don't want to remember a thing bout me..or anything else..or whatsoever..

i want you to still remember your 1st love..
how was it..how u experience it..like the world is yours..


What Hurts The Most lyrics

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

i still do love u~